This is another peice that was not complete without a poem so here it is:
A velvet darkness; ahollow void; a deafining silance; not a single noise; a drak deep nothing; an unexcapable trap; a sickening feeling; around me, I am wrapped; my body numb; franticlly shaking; my heart violently pounding; it's racing racing; fear consumes my body; with excrushiating pain; emotions running wild; like winds if a hurricaine; my mind no longer usable; for its completly blank; does this even matter; I have no need to think; what is this nothing; this void this place; a space inside my heart; that i can not ersae; I am no longer stable; Im fallimg, falling, falling;into an unknowen place; lonliness is now my calling; my breath now short; my knees are weak; what could this be; this feeling in me; an ocean of emotions; like waves in the sea; or like a gental wind; blowing through the trees; but wait I see a light; could this be the end; I faintly see a face; but can not touch it's skin; suddenly I realize; a tear runs down my cheak; now I understand; why my heart is week; this blindness inside of me; that floods my heart and sole ; is only love for you; and only you alone.