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Posted on Feb 11 2008, 5:57 pm
Mood: Other
Here we are on this journey called life, walking into a huge abyss, a place unknown a place never charted, darkness is all you can see ahead of you because the future is always unknown, we as human beings live with the constant illution that we for some reason can know what the future holds and predict how people are going to react from one day to the next, but this is only a fantacy and a dream, the fact is that we have no control over the people and situations that surround us, anything can always happen and every one will always have the free will to do as they please, people talk about trust and faith and tell me " you just have to hope and believe" yes i do believe in God and i do believe in his word and his ways, but the only control that i have over my future is the control that i have over myself, I have faith in God and my self but not so much for the people and things that surround me, simply because, even God cannot override the free will of the people around me who choose to do what they want and make decitions that can sometimes impact me, so in this path of confusion and uncertinty what do you do where do you turn how does anyone ever know the truth from a lie, all we know is what we see and feel, so you go on believing in yourself and holding on to the things you know to be true, as for all the rest of this life it is what it is and you can accept it or laydown and let it eat you alive, now i dont know about you but as for me i am going to keep going and try my best to decifer the meaning of it all, cause i may cry and i may do lots of things and say lots of things that people think are crazy wrong or they just dont understand but you know i dont care because i am Brooke this is it and this is all...........
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